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[12 Feb 2006|05:03pm]
my 2nd love is IP Relaying.
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over it. [22 Jan 2006|02:02pm]
at least trying to be. :/

so i'm deciding to move on.
as hard as it may be.
how come doing what's best isn't always what you want?
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[30 Dec 2005|01:14am]
i hate the feeling of not being the one in control of certain situations. if i was in his situation i would sit me down and tell me how he felt. instead he keeps whatever he wants to tell me in his head. and he's making me wait. sad. nervous. worried. he said it himself that by me knowing whatever it is he needs to tell me would make things better. for the both of us. i dont know why he just doesn't tell me. im done. this is bumming me out.
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dear christina. [12 Dec 2005|02:17am]
don't get your hopes up. expect the worse.
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[05 Dec 2005|03:00am]
i've been feeling so motivated lately. im looking forward to tomorrow. i'll be in the darkroom all day. and the next day. and the next. but it's not just printing i've been motivated to do. i have these plans to start building stuff. and just having me time. this weekend was fun. contained happiness. dancing. laughing. good friends. jealousy. sleeping. along with more.

today is Dice's 2nd birthday.

took him and Delilah to the park yesterday. and down the slide.
good ol camera phone.
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[21 Nov 2005|05:25pm]
post what you think of me.
as a person, how am i?
to the best of your knowledge,
what makes me mad, happy, etc.
i want your opinions.
you can post anonymously.
or leave your name.
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[13 Nov 2005|04:58pm]
oh great.
here i go again.
im stuck in this rut.
not sure how to begin.
oh. should i tell everything.
im feeling out of luck.
so i won't see you soon.
because i know its too soon.
for you to see me.
if this is the last thing you do.
just tell me that its okay for me.
to have these feelings for you.

and its normal to want to call you.
oh im dialing the phone.
letting it ring for hours.
pretending to hear your voice.
why does my heart always beat before yours does?
after awhile you can make yourself believe in almost anything.
im making myself believe in you.
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[06 Nov 2005|09:32pm]
man. the click five is absolutely horrible.

saves the day is tomorrow. :)
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[02 Nov 2005|08:58am]
TerrordomeCollapse )
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answer me this. [14 Sep 2005|04:01am]
yes or no?

your answers will help me make a decision.
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[26 Aug 2005|02:42pm]
tomorrow is my fucking birthday. at midnight tonight i expect my phone to be ringing off the hook. if you don't have my cell. get it! somehow. thanks.
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[15 Aug 2005|02:09pm]

I have 3 new cats.

here's one: 

here's two:

and here's three:

it's on my left arm but my camera phone makes it look like it's on my right.

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[12 Aug 2005|12:10pm]
if anyone iswondering where i'll be at on Novemeber 6th and 7th i'll be at the saves the motherfucking day concerts.
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"party over here. fuck you over there." from anton to dashboard [25 Jul 2005|03:45pm]

very good weekend. friday went to some northside party that had 3 kegs. ran into medina(s) and miguel. cops came though so we all left. got food at los gallos and gedi, neil and luna almost got into some fight with these two drunk guys. went home at around 5:30 and went to sleep.

saturday woke up at 10. went to neil's and we picked up frank. then we went to Lollapalooza to hear the brian jonestown massacre. neil talked to some security guard and me, frank, mal and neil ended up getting in for a total of $30 when tickets are $60 bucks each. so we got in watched the brian jonestown massacre. during there set Dashboard was playing on the other side and Anton (the singer) was talking shit to them. and then we got to meet him. and then i found out that Blonde Redhead was playing so that was very cool. and we saw Billy Idol. mal wasn't feeling good at all so we left which caused us to miss The Pixies. so that sucked. went to mal's. her block was having a block party and she had a keg so we drank and swam. well really i got thrown in by frank. frank was talking about getting tattoos so i took him to get one and he got 'siv' on his wrist. it ws pretty funny. and neil ended up getting 'slut' on the inside of his lip. gedi met up with us. then from there we drove to carlos' in woodridge and partied all night.

woke up sunday morning with frank's elbow in my face. once everyone woke up we drank some more. then got food. came back and carlos' power was out and there was no a/c. the power came back on about an hour or so later. we watched space jam and all 5 of us ended up falling back asleep. woke up at 9pm. neil, mal and carlos went on a beer and cigarette run. power went out again. so we drank in the dark. left carlos' around 2am. and thats about it.

***even though i said this was a very good weekend gedi and i broke up. i don't need the 'i'm sorry' because we're still good friends. we just both needed this.

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[19 Jul 2005|03:25pm]
vince vaughn has so been hitting on my neighbor. he saw her walking downtown and called her over. they talked. he wanted to go out. she had to leave and he found out where she worked and visited her. and she's not going for it.
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[30 Jun 2005|06:12pm]
[ mood | happy ]

summer is awesome. full of partying and for the past week i have been condo/cat sitting. saturday is my last day. so it's pretty much like Gedi and I have our own place. I really enjoy falling asleep next to him. right now he's at his photo class at the Art Institute which I will be starting on Tuesday at Columbia. Gedi and I have been shooting a lot recently and on Saturday we're going to the dunes in Michigan to shoot and camp out on the sand. we still have a fifth of Absinth that might be gone by the end of this weekend. yeah well . that's about it.

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[10 Jun 2005|04:03pm]
i'm home. let's party!
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[28 May 2005|03:09pm]
i'm done with high school! celebrations inlcuded: jack daniel's, mgd, absinthe, ritalin, sneaking away from cops, kevin carey getting arrested, moved on to another party (it was the black guy that works at the Metro's place), we left when some fight was about to happen, went to Heather's, drank there, came home at 8a.m., i'm up now and i actually feel very refreshed.
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[24 May 2005|08:05pm]

so yeah. prom was good. i put food on Gedi's face. danced. not a lot of drinking involved. spent the night at Gedi's.

Saturday was very active. Gedi and I went to a Thai restaurant. got a very nice fortune. played mini golf. hit my head with the golf club (still hurts). we took up tennis as a hobby. then he drove me home around 10. i relaxed for a few hours. got picked up by Gedi and Luna around 1:30am. went to a cool indie kid dance party. tons of people. danced a lot. drank a lot. snorted two lines...of Ritalin. came home around 7.

Sunday. played more tennis. we have a game against one of Gedi's friends and his girlfriend in a few weeks. Gedi and I went to our friend Marks afterwards. did flips on trampolines.

Yesterday. once again. i hung out with Gedi. we got food at the Chicago Diner. and shared a vegan milkshake.

                                                     .i'm very content with how my life is going right now.

p.s: as of 12:15 tomorrow i'm done with High School!



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[19 May 2005|09:32pm]
oh geez. well my senior year is finally wrapping up. prom is tomorrow. i'm looking forward to it but it's also going to be the first time Gedi is over my house when my brother is going to be home since what happened over spring break. hopefully my brother doesn't kick Gedi out...again. heh. (only Britcat and Jess know what I'm talking about) but whatever my brother's going to have to deal with it because he's my boyfriend.  there might be some Ritalin usage before and/or after prom.  lots of partying following. i have finals on tuesday and wednesday. then i graduate on friday. i just can't wait for that feeling of i don't have to worry about anything. i want to party with friends and also with ones who i haven't seen in awhile which pretty much includes everyone you guys. I'm going to Hawaii from June 1st-9th. should be fun. going to surf and whatnot. and yeah. i'm done.
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